I don't know why but this week just seems tiring. I go to bed earlier each night and still dread to get up in the morning. I fell asleep on the bus trips to work, and by afternoon, my eyelids just get heavy. Today I fell asleep in the bathroom again, probably for a few minutes and my nose's sniffing again. Its so annoying.
Since I started work, I'd fallen sick to flu twice now and that's like 2 weeks of sniffing to get rid of it. Maybe a flu shot is in order.
A little details about my office. It's located on the top floor of a busy shopping mall in the shopping district. I work for an IT MNC that has its local office occupying 3 units of the entire floor and it has around 200 employees or so. While my office is big, there is no bathroom within the compounds so we all have to use the common one that's shared by the other units occupying the same floor. I do not like the bathroom on this floor because it only has 3 cubicles and IMO it stinks most of the time, with someone inside doing number 2.
Its monday again, and start of another work week. Mondays usually start with me struggling to get my buff off the bed. It'll include me whining, grumbling, moaning about lack of sleep, and slamming 2 alarm clocks quiet before I drag my feet to the shower. And I would usually just spend at least 5 minutes sitting in the toilet trying to sleep and trying to wake up at the same time. Not a pretty sight at all.
I wonder if I'm always being dramatic about situations. I've been told I tend to over-analyse problems, making a big fuss out of something only to discover I had completely misunderstood. People say trust your instincts but I really wonder if that works for me.
There are times when I feel this acute desire to go somewhere, leave my comfort zone, and just go for my dreams without any reservations... People say make the mistakes and learn from it but I'm afraid to make mistakes.
Tomorrow's friday and a public holiday, a long weekend this week, just the break I need. It's been a stressful week and I had been moody and cranky most of the week.
Blah, my boss just walks in. Time for work again.
